20 August 2008
why am i ever EVER whining like a spoilt brat?
as much as i hate to say, i really hate you because you make me hate myself.
not that i have ever known, i never knew this side of me existed.
i hate to whine and whine and ask for nonsense.
despite constant reminders of nots and stop, i can't.
and i really appreciate your help for saying no and getting all irritate and screaming 'what you want? just keep whining?'
i see exactly how irritated you are and it scares the brain stiff.
do you still love me?