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22 October 2007

i am just beginning to wonder where all that insecurities came from.

wend: i hate all these la. why must all these disgusting memories keep flooding back to me?
brain: eh.. it's definitely not your fault. you are just being cautious, protecting yourself silly darling.
wend: but everyone's moved on, no one remember these things like i do...
brain: hm.. then move on too?
wend: its so hard to. i am just feeling so God damn insecure. it feels like its default.
brain: get a grip wendy. you are move lovely than you think.
wend: do you reckon that i enjoy questioning myself half the time. i wish i had higher self esteem.
it begins right now brain. help me and i love you brain so much. half time for destroying me by not helping me to think rationally and to remember the oddest of happenings, a quarter of the time insulting me so i could improve myself which always end up futile. and the other 3/4 of the quarter for dreaming hard enough to get me going and the last bit to help remember knowledge. you will never comprehend the love i have for you, my pea brain
brain: fuckyou.
wend: i hate you just as much as i love you.
brain: hem and haw queen.

new found best friend. BRAIN.

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