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06 June 2006

i haven had cold and clammy hands and feets for a long time.
december holidays feels like its repeating.
maybe i'm being over sensitive.
or maybe it's been over long ago,
but i was perpetually stuck in my dreamland despite all.
you got me tearing in front of the computer screen again boy.
you got me waiting constantly.
now,
tell me how much i mean.
and i wonder what's in store.

i forgot how it feels like to be crying again.
i'm tired, a little more today then before.
i want us like before.
seemingly impossible anymore.
where's our love gone too.
am i that horrible.

i suddenly feel like i haven moved on from where you left me.
i miss someone now.
someone so close and so dear.
someone who would tell me that he loves me every night,
tells me he misses me and not to someone else.
he seemed to have vanished half a yr ago.
maybe i should have guessed it right from the start.

maybe i should have. maybe it's time.
i think i'm just that silly girl.

1:59 PM


wendy
twenteen
sajc uoL



when the tough gets going
just keep walking