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12 June 2006

i forgot how it felt like to be in your arms suddenly.
that morning you grabbed me hard in the head.

you did go out with a girl one on one.
it was just a walk to 7/11.
you told a girl how much you just feel like seeing her that day.
when did you ever tell me that?
how would you have felt if i said that to a guy?
from 6 months ago when you left me,
you ever wondered how i felt?
when you left me all alone.
i picked myself up and you returned.
i was overwhelmed.
time went by, so quickly.
several instances of arguments.
and every single time, i was the one that said sorry.
did i really make so much mistakes in our time?
was it always me?
why do i never get to hear a single sorry and be pacified.
i never hear words of endearment.
i'm dying to hear that. but it never came...

suddenly i'm feeling tired. so God-damn tired.
its my fault again this time.
cos apparently you think i don't allow you to have girlfriends.
but ask me what grounds do you have to be angry with me?
you hugged sally and the other girl, i forgave you didn't i?
you lied to me about clubbing with HER, didn't i forgive you too.
and that's just this year, what about the past?
let the past be gone,
but have you not felt my graciousness and how much i love you.

where's yours?
when i said sorry and ask for it all?

when we were together, have i not obeyed you and stayed out of touch with guys, even in school.
what about you?

are you really oblivious to how you treat me?
love isn't like that.
you know what i want.
i don't feel it.
i'm just but an ordinary girl.
and today, i 've decided that i'm really tired.
you wanted your break last december.
you have been holiday-ing ever since.
you never returned. even with me asking you.
now you are ignoring me.
i've apologized, now tell me...
is it time i have my break?
i don't want to go, but i miss being pampered and really loved by you silly.

there wouldn't be another mr bearie like you.
because there's always somewhere deep down that belongs to you.
and because it's us we're talking about, i'll never forget how a family feels like.
silly as it may sound, you lumbered away on your bear claws.
and i'm a slow turtle, never able to catch up.
always waiting.
i'm staying put today.

you know how much i love you watson, but i'm really upset this time.

9:00 PM


wendy
twenteen
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