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11 April 2006

when you are feeling almost at the best of moods, something always have to put us down. and i always have the weirdest of instincts to do the weirdest at times. and i think it really suck. it seriously sucks like hell.

i started off my day really chirpy and nice all the way till five mins before this. my weirdest instincts crashed all these so called happiness.

so what does trust really mean?
please buy my idea of honesty being the best policy.
not exactly correct at most times but i'm sure it works things our way much better. and to me it's always to our favour.

my hands are cold once again. i haven't had this feeling in a long time.
the eyes are watery.
my days ahead seem cold and lonely once again.
it's a kind of hurt i never want to feel for again.
i don't like it, i really don't.
i hate the idea of my world crumbling down, my mood crashing.
maybe someday, i'll grow out of this.
maybe someday things will really change.
and while we constantly hope and pray, we get nothing out of these.
and maybe no one understood why trust gets breached so easily.
i'm guessing, you trust someone only when that someone really means to you.

i need to talk right now.
so i'm rambling on here.

9:10 PM


wendy
twenteen
sajc uoL



when the tough gets going
just keep walking