well, it suddenly hit on me that watson is really doing great without me and for some reason, i feel like i'm really lousy as in do i really make people feel lousy when they are with me. so as i was just telling them about how i think no guy really falls head over heels for me, i really choose to agree. anyhow, i feel like i'm a phsycic suddenly. had this really super duper strong feeling that i was going to see watson at some place nearby, it came through. DAMN !! alright. why do such feelings never come to exams? grrs! anyhow, i guessed he went to club and i didn't had the right to ask anyway, like come on ! plus he looked liked he was happily smiling away, probably going out there to meet new girls or something. whatever it is, i have to get over this guy cos he's never returning i guess. and i just feel that sometimes, it's really not about time, it's about him wanting to fool around. actually, i'm suddenly fine with him going to club and all, cos i think it's alright and if he knew what he was doing. mm hm.. but oh wells.. things are just over.
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