15 December 2005
i'm so tired of waiting.
i feel like giving up.
i've zero confidence now.
i pray and i hope but it feels like nothing's ever gonna change anymore.
so i'm trying.
i swear i'm really trying very hard.
very very hard.
occassional tears are not going daunt me.
memories won't be able to taunt me.
i know i can.
cos i'm turtle's strong girl.
i love you turtles. thank you guys. for just trying to keep me company. just giving everything up for me. i'll be fine.
i wish i'm just a little girl now. but now, i'm wondering how time passed by.. i'm a little shocked, upset, confused, angry and tired.
wendy
twenteen
sajc uoL
when the tough gets going
just keep walking