11 December 2005
i'm constantly waiting and waiting.
today, i woke up crying.
i just feel like crying.
i kept crying last night.
i never fell asleep properly anymore.
i miss wabbit.
so much.
i'm still waiting for a reply.
i wonder what's wrong.
i wonder if he really bears too.
i miss every single moment spent together now.
i'm tired, so tired of waiting.
i had a nice sweet dream again yesterday.
but i could only remember,'i love you lesser now'
it's okay.
i fall asleep waiting for my phone to beep and i wake up hoping for the same.
i wish i could turn back time.