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26 November 2005

Your Personality Profile
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.You tend to blend into your surroundings.Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.
You believe that you live a virtuous life...And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.As a result, people tend to crave your approval.
i just wanna write but i know not what. my mind's a blank now. i seem to have lost it all, my thoughts. i'm not thinkin sanely today. i still feel like crying, feelin all feverish. i wanna snuggle in bed. i kept thinking about what happened yesterday. it was a living nightmare. i never stood firm on my decision. it has been like a hundred and one times such a thing happened? i feel like being alone. i wanna stroll on the beach and reminisce about our past. but they are just memories. so many of which i would smile when recollectin them. you were oblivious to it all. you NEVER kept your promises, while i watched over mine. i wonder if this was what we call unfairness but i realised it wasn't. it is responsibility.
today, i looked at a lot of pictures. it was all smile be it with you or with my friends. suddenly it daunted on me about how much i have lost out. but i can't name it, i just feel empty suddenly. while i always thought i'm a happy soul, i don't seem to understand that now.
what's the definition? of everything. memories should not be relived even though it brings back nostalgic moments, it brings pain when comparing. AND it cannot be relived without comparing.
i hate and i love you now. tell me what to do, will you?

9:44 PM


wendy
twenteen
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when the tough gets going
just keep walking