these are the boring days at work that results to channeling thoughts to the blog.
though i know i have exactly nothing to channel. the constant surfing of the net, online shopping and nothing else drives me crazy. because i seemingly can't get down to reading my notes are any other more informative stuff online.
SMACK ME.
The wait for the results are driving me crazy. So are many other random stuff.
though i know i have exactly nothing to channel. the constant surfing of the net, online shopping and nothing else drives me crazy. because i seemingly can't get down to reading my notes are any other more informative stuff online.
SMACK ME.
The wait for the results are driving me crazy. So are many other random stuff.
1:55 PM
why am i ever EVER whining like a spoilt brat?
as much as i hate to say, i really hate you because you make me hate myself.
not that i have ever known, i never knew this side of me existed.
i hate to whine and whine and ask for nonsense.
despite constant reminders of nots and stop, i can't.
and i really appreciate your help for saying no and getting all irritate and screaming 'what you want? just keep whining?'
i see exactly how irritated you are and it scares the brain stiff.
do you still love me?
11:11 AM
Did I also forget that I went skinny dipping at the hot spring and Dr. Fish Spa in Korea? Splendid.
And I fell in love with benefit cosmetics.
2:46 PM
The last post was posted almost three months ago. In between now and then I did a million incoherent things.
I bought a kenwood mixer and got my ass down to baking but failed miserably. Mom and I, along with many others begin to suspect if I was a girl. Then I stupidly cut the curls away that lasted barely three months and had it short, grew long and i went for another trim and it has grown long again. Now, i miss them or rather the hair.
While the hair was growing, we headed to Korea and developed a freaking disgusting tannline on my feet because of the scorching sun one day at everland. Fell in love with the bear museum and started using laneige. Saw only clothes and forgot about krispykremes. Got myself back to Singapore after 8 kimchi days.
(I've lost all skills to write in prose form)
As usual, i became a loser and locked myself up at home playing Sims 2 and mahjong-ing all day long. Spend my lifelong savings on shopping. Got myself plenty of new clothes and a Katie. Started to whine about how broke i am and saved again. Then came the idea of having an annual getaway with the bunniehunny. This year, we the broke kids are heading the Bintan, Angsana Resort. But who's kidding what, i am changing USD for it so i could go there for a million spas and massages which i so freaking look forward. As the release of results draw near, I have decided this shall be a treat for passing the exams. HAHA. Guess what? I doubt the ability to proceed to year 2. I FREAKING DON'T WANNA SPEND ANOTHER TEN THOU!!! Alright, 3 whole months of frolicking around, lying to friends that i am sorry i have no time and other plans was all really because I needed this time to myself. Because work, study, family, friends and bunny is no mean feat. In fact, i hate it because I am such a Wendy person. In the pass 2 months, the only people i met up with is Jas, Vera, Nimiqoh and that's about it. Went for a cruise with Dad and jackpot-ed quite a bit, not me, DAD. And school started and i wondered why the heck am i doing Introduction to Business and Management. But i suppose it's okay cause i love to write. In this super incoherent manner but my lecturer says i give clear expressions. Before i forget, I found out how guys can be so petty and weird that they specifically need a code between them. So old skool? NO, so primary school. Still, i suppose i was the idiot that cause a row between them. Oh well..
Hi, this is Wendy your loner friend.(:
2:15 PM
sometimes, we obviously do hope things never change. inevitably, that never happens.
please erase all thoughts of me forgetting you. the missing will NEVER cease.
i hate accounting and i miss the boy in the field and his little pood.
i've been wondering, ten years down the road when i read back on these posts am i still going to remember everything that i am trying put across here? the content are all so damn vague.
at times there's really this urge to spell every single detail but there's this odd sense of fear that other's will know what's up in my life.
alright, please in the first place who reads.
JL: eh, so what are you up to this weekend? next paper's in one weeks' time.
W: err.. i think i am heading out with my mommy.
JL: huh? why every week also mommy?
i got no friends. sigh.
HAHAH.
please erase all thoughts of me forgetting you. the missing will NEVER cease.
i hate accounting and i miss the boy in the field and his little pood.
i've been wondering, ten years down the road when i read back on these posts am i still going to remember everything that i am trying put across here? the content are all so damn vague.
at times there's really this urge to spell every single detail but there's this odd sense of fear that other's will know what's up in my life.
alright, please in the first place who reads.
JL: eh, so what are you up to this weekend? next paper's in one weeks' time.
W: err.. i think i am heading out with my mommy.
JL: huh? why every week also mommy?
i got no friends. sigh.
HAHAH.
11:05 PM
miss nothing less or more of it.
3:17 PM
i have nothing to blog about.
i really miss you so.):
4:51 PM
i am losing my writing skills in prose form.
there are so much that i wanna put up here, yet a part of me just want to keep things short.
i am thankful for you.
i don't know how i can thank you for being around.
and even though the last time we really met up was almost two years back, i am glad that things haven't changed a single bit.
we could still communicate with no barriers or feeling awkward and that makes me sure about the term friends forever.
i thank you for being there when i'm through my most trying times and that till now, you could still speak to me about it knowing that what i need most is to talk about things over and over again.
and to me that was a huge loss that time will never never erase.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
1:01 PM
